If I should tell you how am I feeling right now I wouldn't know what to say or how to describe it. Is it fear or penetration into reality? I feel like I am loosing my freedom and my teenage dreams.
Next week I am going to graduate and this is the moment when I have to start to be an adult. But I really don't want to. I want to stay me, young and rebelious. May I stay like this even when I will have such a big responsibility?
I wish I was an artist. Musician, painter... they can stay young. Damn it! I am gonna smoke a cigarette.